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Current Mood: Life is shiny, Cap'in
Current Music: Billie Holiday- God Bless the Child
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27 July 2009 @ 09:30 am
SO! This is me saying that from tomorrow on I will be gone.

IE: The apartment I'm moving into has no internets and it will take a few more weeks and a couple of steady paychecks before we can even think about such things.

I still don't know my exact snail mail address, but I promise Kura, that I will text it to you.

I will try to be online at work when I can be, since I has free nets over there, but I can't guarantee anything.

If you need anything, and you have my number, feel free to text, and I'll respond. Please expect delays, since the cleaning and the moving has kind of eaten my life. >>;;

Current Music: Whatever the kitchen is playing.
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27 June 2009 @ 11:56 am
-Frowns and kicks at the iTunes.- No Evanescence. Kthnx.

So! It's been... Nearly three months since last I posted. Eh. I've just been really busy it seems. Staying offline, and packing and working, and reading and yeah...

Not really anything all that interesting to be said about the past few months.

Right now I'm covered in dust and I still need to do some more packing.. But I have no newspaper so yeah... You see my dilemma.

I just got a new phone. It's all kinds of spiffy and shiny and I looove it to pieces.

I named it Jasper. <3

I guess now in when I'm beginning to stress out.

What if I can't get tuition when I move out there.

What if I get stuck in the middle of such a small town.

-Frown- Yes. Lots of what ifs. What if I don't have enough money to even sustain myself once I get out there? -Clings to a pillow.- Erg.

And the sleepy schedule thing... I knew are relationship would be strained. It always is during the summer months... But if one is going to sleep when the other is rising, or working... uu;; I keep feeling all these missed connections.

It's not a lonely, exactly, but slightly... Sad making. Eh, whatever. I'll handle it.

Anyways! So, since there's mostly more important things to do than the online-ness. I won't be that contactable. I still have the same phone number, so please feel free to text. And I'll reply when I can.

-Looks at the clock.- Erg. In for the long haul.-Deep breath.- I can do this.
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22 March 2009 @ 09:36 am
: W O W RANT:Collapse )


WoW stuff aside, I've been doing well. I'm still frustrated with my body. I really wanna dance more and do active stuffs, but then my knee or ankle will twinge and not want me to. -Grumble.- Whatever, I'll get there soon. Just takes time, and healing, yeah?

And with that said, I need to get some food and work on my laundry, maybe start on cleaning the living room, getting all my holiday stuffs that I never sent out of there.

Sweet Shiva, thirteen days never felt so close and so far at the same time.
Current Mood: Cold. Very Cold.
Current Music: Yassou Maria
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17 March 2009 @ 07:44 am
On a purple sea, you'll sail...Collapse )
Current Location: Crackden!
Current Mood: Welcome to the dawning.
Current Music: Fiamma Fumana-1.0
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07 March 2009 @ 06:04 am
Note to self: Even if you think you're done with wearing an ankle brace... Chances are, you're not ready to be walking around without it.

That is all.
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13 February 2009 @ 09:45 am
Another postings... Hmm... There hasn't been much to say.

Life is as life does, I suppose. Certain people make things difficult, but then again, certain other people make my life fulfilled and wonderful. -Small smile.-

Valentine's Day is tomorrow... I think back about how I spent it last year... And I smile, and I can't fight the good memories and the happiness that I was overwhelmed with... Eh, oh well. Such is life. I know I can't have what I wish to want. I working, so it will make the day go by a little faster... I hope. ♥

The topic of cosplay and Sakuracon keeps coming up in my head. I really want to go. I really do, but cosplay feels like a chore, but then with my group of friends, they are all into cosplaying... And I'm just tired of it. I may still do Lithuania. I don't know. I kind of want to, but... I think even if I do end up going, I'm just going to volunteer my entire time. Very productive and social, I know.

Also! This morning, I woke up, and I was all like... I like my appearance. Which is saying something for me. Heh. I guess there is hope somewhere for me, yet ♥♥♥

Anyways. I'm off to cause trouble and Oh! I might try to drag people out to breakfast... That sounds... Fabulous~ TEXT ME YOUR LOVE! ♥
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09 February 2009 @ 03:13 am
What to say... What to say...

It's been so long since I've actually posted, I really don't have the faintest idea what to talk about.

So, I suppose I will take a page out of My Fair Lady, and start with the weather and my health.

Weather: ... It snowed. ... I woke up this morning, expecting cold, of course, but not snow. I poked my head out the window right when I got out of shower to see a blanket of white. -Sweatdrop.-

Funny, my first thought is how something like that would make Coffee!flavored!Leo happy. Funny, our thoughts before we are really awake.

As for health... Erm, in just the few past days I've been hit with something, nothing too hard, and I'm being careful and being good to my body and all, but it's enough to knock me off my feet. ... Coming off a seven day straight work week will do that to a person.

Um... What else... -Headscratch.- I still play WoW. Though, I'm starting to slow down a little, like the being run though dungeon after dungeon was getting a little old. I've been playing about around with different classes, and I must say. I like playing a rogue, and that's not just because I love the characters that I now have.

Kasstrel and Darrcian, they are both equally unique in their own rights, though I'm still trying to flesh out Darrci's personality. ... I think he's one of those that seems so open about every that you don't see his hidden agenda until it's too late. oo!

Did I mention it's snowing? Haaaate~ I would much rather be curled up, sleeeeping or at least trying to do so, in my nice war-... Erm, cold bed, but sleep none the less. -- -Sigh.-

It's hard to think that this time last year I was tucked away in California enjoying the damn near best two weeks of my life.. Ah, memories.

Anyways! I have to run. Make coffee for people and all. ♥
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07 January 2009 @ 05:42 am
Polar bears are back in my life.

After such a long time, it's... part of my feels like they never existed, the magic and strength, and... Eh. It's hard to describe my feelings right now.

I'm slowly trying to get back into muses and things that I had been forced to discard, it's hard, but I want to do it... I'm just-- Afraid I suppose.

But I shouldn't let fear control me. And I won't. I'm just still not all stable.

I was scrubbing at the bathtub last night, and I was all, "Why can't I just do this to my heart?" Scrub it clean and mull again.

Oh well. And I have to run for work ♥